K's Teenage Struggles Part 3

Today we'll learn that 20 year-old me knows what's up when it comes to guys but doesn't know what's up when it comes to her hair.

Subject Line: "Long Update because I have a lot of time right now (and you'll laugh when you read why)" - The second part

So yesterday at had my first day at university. I have math class four hours a day for two weeks. It's horrible. I understood 70% of what they thaught us, so I have a lot of work to do at home. And this is more like a review of school math and an introduction to new math. 
I introduced myself to my seat-neighbors (I spent the first 1,5 years of college introducing myself to everyone!). To my left I had a girl who understood even less than me (and had a friend next to her so we didn't connect) and to my right I had a guy named Eric. He is really nice but for some weird reason I don't trust him. Like, it's really weird....he hasn't said anything wrong (even though he constantly talks about himself which is annoying) but it's just a feeling in my gut. WEIRD. We spent our lunch break together though, he showed me around and we had some food. (I remember him telling me that a girl had been raped on campus a few semesters ago and then he slowed down and told me it was him. Then he laughed and said it was a joke. But I had already seen my life pass before my eyes because I had just met this guy a few hours ago. This was probably the least funny joke I had ever witnessed (I feel like for women rape is even less funny, because it happens all the time, everywhere) and maybe that contributed to the whole "I don't trust this guy" thing)

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Anyways, Eric has switched major 3 times already, he really really wanted to know why Toni and I broke up and he constantly talks about himself. So I think that's why i'm not really trusting him, he seems like he'd be an emotional unstable person if it came down to it. He was also whining about how his ex gf treatd him and that's just too much info on the first day for me (obviously this kid does not know bundaries!). If he's already whining to me now, it's only gonna get worse (Write this down guys, it is the truest thing 20 year old me will ever say). I definitely thinks he wants to get some, if you know what I mean, but I'm definitely not up for that (Also, good observational skills). He's so not my type and his personality is a little annoying. Even as a friend. I think right now I have a problem with ppl that seem too clingy (because of Toni) and maybe what he does is normal, but I'm super sensitive to it right now. Like when I got home he instantly had written me a facebook message and all, that's just too much for me right now. Maybe usually I'd be happy about it I don't know. 

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Okay this is my last paragraph: You can't imagine what happened to me (it's the reason I have time to write you right now!). Yesterday I dyed my hair like i always do. But I wanted to make it a darker color (still blond though). But because I have been doing it for so long, I usually do it without even looking at what i'm doing. Since it's a different color though, I SHOULD HAVE WATCHED WHAT I'M DOING. So when I washed the hair dye out, I looked like a leopard or something!!! I had light blond and dark blond mixed and patchy all over my hair!!! It was so horrible hahaha. And then i put my hair in a ponytail and went to the store to get light blond again to go back because the dark blond didn't look good anyways. So this morning I got up early before class to re-dye my hair and I should have probably guessed it and thought of it (I'M SO DUMB SOMETIMES) but it just made everything lighter but the patches stayed of course!! They just got lighter. And the mix of both colors made those patches look grey or something, it was horrible, I was like NOOOOOO. I really felt sick to my stomache cause it looked so horrible. So I had to stay home (this math class is not mandatory, so i can come and go when i want, but obviously i'd rather listen to it and practice it). And I called hair dressers to ask them if they can fit me in because I had a little "accident". Finally I found one that could fit me in at 3 PM today. But of course that's the most expensive hair dye EVER. I might have to pay between 40 or 100 Euros. It might be enough to put a bunch of light blond highlights in but if they have to do the whole thing then they have to bleach it to make it one color and then color it. First off, that's horrible for my hair!!! And secondly, that's just really....really....reallyyyyyyy expensive. My budget for IKEA is 250€ so I have to take out the money from there.... I'm just so mad at myself!!! And it's like in the movies. So horrible. But I'm laughing right now. Cause it is also really funny. But in a sad way... But I think you'll find it hilarious. That will never happen again to me!!!


I like how I had to dig into the IKEA fund. Since then, I had many IKEA funds and they were always smaller than the starting amount because of something unforeseen.  So I really haven't changed. But I don't dye my hair anymore.